I drew Luffy for my german friend in my lecture. It was really good and I had no refrences! Spa helped me choose a gun for my Alice costume. I went to a flat party and it was ok.

Mex made out with the fencing club president so they're going out now. It kind of hurt actually but, not as bad I don't think as the fuzzy brows thing. Mex made me go with her to a fencing club gathering thing at the presidents house. It sucked so much and I had to stay over. It was horrible.

I finally finished my costume with help from Mex. I went to like, two flat parties and there was one at my flat but I didn't go. I then went to the union. I think I looked awesome, sexy in my Alice costume! People actually recognised it. I saw the guy with red hair and a lip piercing. I wanted to talk to him but these other guys came over to talk to me. My german friend was kinda all over me and I don't know why or what I was thinking but I ended up making out with him. I guess it's because he found my weaknesses and he's my friend and I hate saying no. I felt really really bad and regretted it afterwards though. Mex had ditched me earlier in the night to be with the president. So overall, it was an ok halloween but would have been better if i was doing what I wanted and with all my friends.

My parents visited and it was good. I really missed my mum. I took her to the chinese supermarket and the chinese restaurant. I hope she enjoyed it. Later I went to visit my friends and we watched kill bill.

See you soon~

I watched the last samurai and hung out with Ping. He made me noodles and ice cream ^^ He also walked me home at like, 3 am.

I had my evo & bio test and it was so hard! Got a takeaway from the 50s restaurant and watched the ugly truth with Mex. I then watched confessions of a shoppaholic.

I almost went to a strip club...but I didn't! Went to the bakery instead and watched heros. I think I'm pretty similar to moon.

See you soon~

Nothing much happened this week. Went to the pub then a life science party. The life science party was a failure.

I found out that I can go on an exchange trip to HONG KONG!!! I really hope I can get in. It would be amazing! A year in HK!!!!!! That means I'll be closer to michi! Yay!

I went to ketchup with my close, HK friends. It was pretty fun. The burgers were huge and falling apart!

Me and Ping had a fencing battle in the corridor at his place. I was armed with an umbrella and him, a pen. He then switched for a mop! Arrgghhhhhh!!! More people came over and we watched batman begins.

Ping made dumplings and they were so good! His parents helped him though. I watched mask of the ninja and machine girl by myself.

See you soon~

More exercise this week. I also got the flu. It was horrible. Turns out Spa got it too. I went to a fencing club organised event at the union; shagtag. It was pretty good. I had three guys interested in me! Mwuahahahahaha!

I had another field trip as well to some forest. I hung out with my german friend. It was pretty fun. We had a teacher person who actually ate soil, twice!!! He also had bare legs which were shaved! He was really old as well and looked like gandalf!

Went to pop noodle at the union. Played snooker as well and went to the bakery. It was an ok night.

I talked to michi!!!! So happy! I love you! I had a mini movie night where we watched sin city.

See you soon~

I joined the gym and it was soooo expensive! It was £150! Ouch! I went to classes, swimming and the sauna to try and make it worth it.

Bazooka boy came up. He made me wait for him and then sit in the cold for over an hour! I broke up with him. It was really hard and I felt so bad. He made it worse as well by not wanting to let me go. At least it's over now.

I went to an event at the union called geeks and goths where you have to dress up. It was really good. I wanted to go because I really really felt like dancing! Letting loose, forgetting everything, letting myself go with the music!!!!!!! Good for my soul. Ping was so sweet when these guys were trying to grab me and Mex. He protected us and almost got into a fight with them.

I went on a field trip to a beach. It was horrible! I had a movie night with my friends which was better. We watched the descent, burn after reading and cj7.

When I got home (eventually) I watched resident evil. I think I'm going to be Alice for halloween. I also watched the second and third ones as well. They're really good!

See you soon~

This week was good. I think I've become closer to my international friends. Me and Mex played pool but we're both really bad at it so it took us, like, an hour! I met a German guy. I'm not really sure about him. He is funny though.

Me, Mex, Ping and Mex's crush went to the cinema, We watched Gamer and I got in even though it's an 18. It was actually quite a disturbing film.

I'm really getting into fencing! It's fun though the equipment is a pain in the ass. I had a fencing initiation which was a toga party. Me and Mex looked amazing. She helped me with my toga. We met the italian guy in primark where he was buying a bedsheet for his toga as well! It was so funny! Anyway, at the toga party, we were forced to have 100 shots in 100 minutes! I got pretty drunk. Not as drunk as one girl who was sick and fell into the drinks. Flat 37 passed out. I took advantage of being drunk and made out with the fencing club president. It was good. I was pretty much with him all night. He had to take me and Mex home. I wasn't that drunk but I don't think I could've gotten home myself. I get lost when I'm sober so, I really didn't know where I was when I was drunk. Both of them crashed at my place that night.

I didn't have a hangover the next day but I did feel a little bit sick. My parents visited me but I wasn't really myself but all together, it was good!

See you soon~

This week was so...new! I met the Mexican girl again and also met her friend. He's half Swedish half Spanish. He's so fashion concious, it's funny. I tried archery and I was good at it. I also tried fencing and I sucked. I met my friends flatmate and he's from Hong Kong but has lived here most of his life. His accent is so weird! Yeah, they're great. Bazooka boy pissed me off when he insulted Oda sensei. I really really don't like him that much anymore. He has never taken me on a date! Does that mean we're technically not going out?

See you soon~

Monday

I went with my flatmates to the Principal's welcome. It was SO early so I was yawning throughout the entire thing. I went to a Psychology introduction where I met some nice people. When I first got here, I regressed. I used to be shy but I gradually became more confidant and independant but for some reason, when I arrived in Dundee I suddenly became my old self. Now, because I met my flatmates when I was in that state, I act like that around them. Luckily, I become my normal self around everyone else.

Later

I went to see my adviser and started my matriculation. I chose to do Molecular Science and Evolution and Biodiversity in semester one and the same except for evo plus Genes, Hereditry and Development for semester 2. A really hot guy was selling insurance so I bought it (and not just because he was hot! :P). My flatmates went out that night without me. I guess they see me as a burden or something. I don't know. I still feel really lonely here.

Tuesday

I matriculated today but only afterwards did I realise my student finance forms hadn't been sorted out so after I registered for a GP, and tall rice visited me, I went into town and tried to find the post office. I got pretty lost but then I walked around and it was right in front of me which was pretty lucky. There are SO many shops in Dundee, it's awesome. The only bad thing is that they're all outside so it would suck if it rained. Luckily Dundee is really sunny.

Later

I went to a buddy group and met some more people. No one I could become really close to though. Everyone seems to be older than me.

Wednesday

I went to the clinic to complete my registration. When I was there, some asians came in to register. I really wanted to talk to them but then it would have been a bit creepy. I managed to work out that three of them were Taiwanese. I'm not sure if I'm right or not but that's my guess. I went to collect my discount card after that and ran into my flatmates. We went for lunch and it felt kind of awkward with them.

Later

I went to the ceildh. I only went because I thought the buddy group were meeting there but they weren't so I talked to a women I saw at the clinic and therefore made friends with her and her asian friend who is from India. I also met an amazing girl from Mexico who's soooo nice and friendly as well as two Swiss guys. One of them was really good looking ;) and I got to dance with him. It was quite fun I guess.

Thursday

I went to a Psychology welcome meeting and met my mentor. That's how I met a girl and a really nice guy. We went to register for our life sciences together. My flatmates invited me to go to the flat upstairs where they're having a party. I felt kind of annoyed that one of them said that they actually got me out one night. I would have gone out other nights except that they never ask and I feel like the odd one out. They always talk about stuff they've seen and done which I haven't so I can't join in the conversation and therefore they don't talk to me. 

Later

At the party, all my flatmates had kind of moved away from me and were talking together and a drunk guy sat next to me and talked to me. He was pretty nice, for a drunk guy and he made me a drink. I think my flatmates were talking about me because they were saying things then looking at me. They then left without saying anything until they saw me staring at them and they told me they were going to the union and they thought I wanted to stay here (not true) but I felt so left out I didn't bother going with them. Instead, I went to tall rice's flat. It was much more fun. We talked for hours and it was great. I never realised we were so close before but I guess we're both recluses here. Not enough weird people.

Friday

 I asked about learning Mandarin and I got a form then I went to the sports fayre and signed up for fencing and archery. I'll go and try both of them first before I join one of them.

Later

I went grocery shopping and it was really really heavy. When walking back, I thought I was going to die!!! Not joking. Dundee is pretty much built on a massive hill!! Was horrible.

Even later

Bazooka Boy was being really difficult and wanted me to ask my parents if it's ok him staying over. Obviously I wouldn't. Not worth it. He kept on trying to make me and didn't try to understand. I got a bit pissed off at him but didn't show it.

Yesterday

I bought a lab coat! So weird. I can't believe I'm actually in uni. I tell everyone it's really really fun because it's SUPPOSED to be but I don't really think it is. It's stressful and confusing. Maybe it would be better if I had close friends on my course or something.

Later

I dragged tall rice to the freshers/society fayre with me. It was really hot and crowded. I love Dundee because it's hot and sunny and I'm living in a flat which is close to everything so it's kind of like Hong Kong. I picked up a lot of leaflets and signed up for the Malaysian society. I just saw Malaysian and I thought of Chiyo ao automatically went over to the stall. They said that lots of different kind of people join like Scottish and people from HONG KONG!!! I heard that and knew I wanted to join but then she went on and said the first meeting/event was MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!!!! I heard that and knew for sure that I was going to join. I didn't care that I'm already planning to learn a language which lets you join the foreign films club for free or that I wanted to join a sports club. At that moment, all I could think of was the awesomeness of the Malaysian society!

Even later

I went with tall rice to a pancake place and it was really good evem though I felt kind of sick afterwards. I then met Bazooka Boy at the train station. I didn't really want to. I know it sounds bad but I couldn't really be bothered spending time with him. I feel so so bad and guilty because he loves me so much but I just don't feel the same way about him. It's so confusing. We went back to my flat and there was an awkward moment when my flatmates saw him. He went home later.

I still feel really lonely here. I don't really miss home or the people there yet. Maybe I will after I've been here for longer, I don't know. Maybe I'm just an emotionless, unfeeling b*tch.

Today

Didn't really do much. Back hurts from sleeping too much though. I feel as though my flatmates are ignoring me. I'm not really sure. I had to say hello first. I'm feeling extrememly paranoid. I just want to get along well with my flatmates. I don't mind if we're close or not. I would like to have close friends here though. Just to be able to ask them if they wanted to go out and do something. Obviously, I could never be as close with anyone else as I am with Chiyo. I've been missing her everyday for over a year now. Everyday, the empty space where she should be just grows larger and larger. Everyday I think of her. I guess I need you the most right now. You understand how I'm feeling right? But you understand me anyway so it doesn't matter whether or not you've been in the same situation. You're my sun, my air, my water. I couldn't live without you. I just love you so much!

See you soon~

This week

I went over to Bazooka Boy's a lot. Was extremely fun but a lot of the time, I really couldn't be bothered. I still don't love him. It's good that I moved because I need space with people (except Chiyo).

Yesterday

I moved to Dundee. It was kinda a rush and really unorganised in the morning. When I got there, I was sooooooo excited. I got my keys and moved my stuff up to my flat. Some students helped which was good since I could not work my keys at all! Sooo embarassing. It's so easy now I don't know how I couldn't do it before. I moved my stuff in and was forced to go to a family event thing which had nothing to do with me (kinda). Then, I went out to dinner with my parents which was good and then went to tescos.

Later

I got back to the flat, met my flatmates and was invited out. My parents left and I got ready. We first went to the flat upstairs, then me, Ni and Aa went to the union to check things out. We went back to the flat upstairs then all of us went back to the union. Everyone else got in quickly as they had fresher passes so I had to queue up but luckily Ni was at the front and grabbed me. She introduced me to her friend, Ry and signed both of us in. We then had to wait in another queue to buy tickets then finally we were in. We did a lot of dancing which was sooo much fun. I loved the lights as well.

Even later

Ni was tired so she went back to the flat. I stayed with Ry and then I spotted the others from our flat. We danced together. There was a total perv though who totally groped me and kept reaching out and trying to grab my hand. Luckily, Ry was there and kinda protected me which was really nice of him. We went traipsing around looking for someone (who I didn't even know) so me and Ry left and met up with Ni back at the flat and we went and got chips (yes, this was at like, 2.30 at night). It was loads and loads of fun. I went to bed at 4am. Felt crap in the morning though.

Today

I went exploring with my flatmates and we got a discount card. It was quite good but I already felt a kind of distance with them. I talked to Bazooka Boy a lot. I don't really have a close friend here except for tall rice so I guess I feel kind of lonely here.

See you soon~

Today

I met up with everyone at school and walked to Lee's with them. We watched youtube videos and talked. Me and Lee also versed on the wii with bleach. I actually won some of them. My arm was so sore afterwards I couldn't even bend it. I couldn't help but feel like there's a distance between us even though it hasn't actually been that long. I feel slightly left out because I've left school. Also, I think I would have had more fun if Bazooka Boy hadn't been there. I know it sounds mean but i'll explain. I wanted to spend time with my friends whom I hadn't seen for ages. I'd met up with bazooka boy loads already and he just kind of got in the way of me spending what little precious moments remained with my friends. It was the same at reloaded. I was having loads of fun at the front when the froobs were playing. Messing about with Lee and Chopper and dancing. It was great but then bazooka boy dragged me away.

So anyway, we went to the park and played a zombie game. Unfortunately I was paired with bazooka boy. He ran the complete wrong way even when I told him and he wouldn't let go of my hand so I ended up being infected. I totally could have survived and gotten away if I had been by myself. We were caught instantly.Then, we played a fortress game and bazooka boy tried to kidnap me and woudn't leave me alone to attack other people etc. I struggled and gave up when I was dragged to their fort. The struggling made me tired so I "fell asleep". I think I would have had waaay more fun if it hadn't been for bazooka boy.

See you soon~