This week

Nothing much happened. I went to Bazooka Boy's house and just lazed about since I don't have school.

Today

Was my last day in Oxfam. Mar wasn't there as she was sick. Smoker's brother actually started working that day. He was extremely bad at the till. It made me laugh. Even I was better when I first used it! I don't think I actually would want to be friends with him. He's nice and friendly but he just complains about everything and is quite narrow minded. It was still fun though. I might miss it, especially during Christmas time.

See you soon~

Yesterday

Was the first day back at school for everyone. I didn't go and it felt so strange. The first time I never went back to school after the summer holidays.

Today

Was Bazooka Boy's birthday. I went into school to complete my leavers form. I had to try and find all my 6th year teachers. Hard work since I had never been to some of their classes. I wore high heels and my feet were soooo sore afterwards. I went home to eat and change etc then went back to school to meet Bazooka Boy and go to his house. It was a good night.

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This afternoon

I met up with all my friends (Smoker, Lee, Ace, Franky, Sanji and his girlfriend, Bazooka Boy and Chopper). We went to beanscene which was fun. Me and Lee got really hyper because we both had hot chocolates and added sugar to it!

Later

We walked up to the Tolbooth. There was lots of waiting around. Me, Franky, Lee and Rhia passed the time by reading newspapers then proceeded to beat each other up with them. Our battles were stopped two times though. The Froobs were awesome! I loved their songs! Franky looked pretty hot as well and Smoker was really funny! Chopper shouted to Smoker that Lee wanted him to take off his top which she finally managed after Lee stopped suffocating her by covering up her mouth! Was so funny! Loads of fun, dancing and talking to people I haven't seen all summer! Loved it!

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This morning

I met Franky and we went to school to sort out our subjects, get appeals etc. We found out, once we got there, that there were some people that had been there since 9 who were still there, even after me and Franky had to wait for a bit. Bazooka boy was one of them. He had been there for about two hours and I made him wait for me! I sorted stuff out and when I left the room, I saw Chopper and Lee. I then had to leave with Sanji and Bazooka Boy.

Later

We got to Bazooka Boy's house and Smoker met us there. We played games like smash bros, little big planet and kingdom hearts 2. It was sooo awkward with his parents there! I had to have dinner with them! We then watched Pulp Fiction which was awesome! I just had an awesome day!

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Today

Me and Franky went into town to buy our outfits for Reloaded 2. It was loads of fun! We bumped into Fuzzy Brows as well so we talked to him for a bit and then we saw Nami so then we RAN! We also hung out on the wall oposite the corner shop. Anyway, we just had loads of fun and ended the day with a pizza! ^-^

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Today

I met up with Franky and Lee. They found out about me and Bazooka Boy. We then went to Jimmys and it was loads of fun. Me and Franky started dancing to Kate Perry and the waiter was laughing at us. IT NEVER HAPPENED!!! lol. but it was fun.

Later

We went to Lee's house and played the sims 3. We each made a character and mine was a sexy receptionist! Kinda like Kalifa.

Then

We went to the cinema to see Orphan. I was told that I was never allowed to pick the film again! O.O They found it scary. Our favourtie line was, "I'll cut off your hairless little prick before you even know what it's for!" I didn't find it that scary so now I have no one to see horrors with. T.T We also bumped into quite a few perverts tonight as well.

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My life seems to be falling, further and further into a bottomless pit. My life is so unorganised. I have ruined my life due to laziness and procrastination and I regret it so much. Now my life is pretty much over. I have single-handidly ruined my own life. It sucks that this is the only kind of motivation that works for me. I really don't want to stay for the last year of school. It's like looking out of a window and seeing the beautiful blue sky outside, knowing you will soon be able to go out only to have someone fit metal bars onto the window. I think that I will also, very soon, be hurting and angering a lot of people. I just can't cope. Every plan for my future has been ruined and I don't know what to do. All I want is escape. I want a get out of jail free card. I can tell that everyone else got good results and I will be the only one who bombed them. I can't face the dissappointment and humiliation. I just want all of this to go away. I want to leave this country suddenly without anyone knowing I've left. Just leave everything behind and start again. Not telling anyone where I've gone. To be honest, I'm scared.

See you soon~

Yesterday

I went to Bazooka Boy's house again. We played Runes of Magic. To be honest, it was pretty boring. My first MMORPG though. It was hard moving around at first but I soon got the hang of it.

Later

I played .hack//GU. I think I just want to play it for the story. i then played Kingdom Hearts 2. I finally finished the prologue. I'm getting the hang of the ps2 methinks. I managed to beat up people pretty well. Once beating them up without gaining any damage to myself. Pretty awesome! Less hugging this time, thank goodness.

Today

I started painting a picture which WILL be awesome. Also, shaking in fear (not literally) due to my final exam results which I will get tomorrow. Everything in my life depends on the results I get tomorrow. I am sooooooo scared! I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight! I was going to go to Bazooka Boy's house today (he wanted me to) but when it's almost time for results, it's best not to be around me. I'm planning on being a hemit tomorrow when I get the results. I'm not really expecting to do well to be honest. I could have done a LOT more revision. TT__TT

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Today

I was originally supposed to go to work but then Smoker told me we were filming that day ao I got a day off work. He then cancelled =.= so I had a free day. Me and Franky met up near my house and walked into town. We then walked around and had a laugh before catching a bus to her bit. We walked around there before going to the fair again. It seemed less scary this time. The highland games were also on next door but they are boring and you have to pay so we didn't bother going. It was still loads of fun though! I loved all the rides. I was still sore and bruised from the last time we went and I found out which rides I got what bruises from. I especially loved the ride where it just dropped you! We got chips and actually managed to eat it together this time.

Later

I walked home and my feet were in agony and I forgot to wear suncream so my skin was ruined. I got kinda burnt on my face and got more freckles on my arms.

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Yesterday

I went to the university and gained some experience in psychology! It was amazing! I was in the face lab and learned so much! It was amazing!

Today

I went to Bazooka Boy's house. We hugged for hours. O.O I also played .hack//GU and Kingdom Hearts 2. I think I kinda regret going out with him.... >.> I feel so bad! I am such a bad person! I really need some advice (hint hint Chiyo).

Later

I went to the fair with Franky and Chopper. It was sooooooooooo much fun! We went on almost all the rides. Franky's friend also joined us. Her and Chopper screamed soooo loudly as well on the waltzers. My neck really hurt after that ride! Anyway, it was great and loads of fun. At the end I got chips and went home with them and proceeded to watch a program about Blackbeard! What an awesome day! Well, after 5.00 anyway. >.<

See you soon~