I was going to wake up early today to do my laundry and then start my revision early...but...it didn't happen.

I'm still looking forward to going to HK. You can go Michi????? YAY!!! I'm going with my mum but I'm meeting friends when I'm there. The tickets haven't been booked yet so I'm not sure exactly when we're going, but the plan at the moment is 11th June to 21st August. Yes, I know. A super massive long time but you can come for like, a week or two. Maybe in August when there's the manga convention^^ I really can't wait to see you! I hope your exams are going well. Right now I just can't seem to revise. The same problem as last year.

I also have a fencing competition near Edinborough this coming weekend. I'm so nervous. About the competition but also since everyone will be going to the pubs and I'm the only 17 year old. Oh, and I think it still might be awkward with the whole Mex and president thing.

Ok, is baka the b*tch you told me about? And I know who Ichigo is. Maan, I can't believe it. So mean! Poor Ichigo as well. Being her friend and nice but just having baka being mean to her. It's horrible. Are you ok now? How's Ichigo?

Oh yeah, the LG ice cream is sooooo cute! Happy Birthday Michi! Errrmm, it might take a while for you to get your present though...(seeing as how I haven't wrapped or sent it yet >.>). I might send both your christmas and birthday presents together actually.....

See you soon~

Dear bloggy^^

I AM GOING TO HONG KONG IN THE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooooo happy! From June to the middle/end of August. Will I see you there, even if only for a short time michi? My two friends from Hong Kong have already invited me to their houses. It's going to be fun! I'm also going to be there for the ACGHK!!!! I want to go with someone who will cosplay with me... he he he! I WAS going to find a job and learn how to drive but...

Screw that!!! HONG KONG!!!!!!

Recently I've been really down but this has cheered me up completely!!! YAY!!!!!!

See you soon~

I had lunch with Ping at bar rio. It was good. It's nice talking to him. My lecturer didn't show up for psychology which was good. My german friend told me he still liked me which made me feel really bad for having to reject him.

Watched Crank and Chaos theory with my friends. I've been feeling so depressed recently. All the shit that i've been through has built up since just before halloween and I feel horrible. Like, it started with the president thing. Him not liking me and going out with Mex making it really awkward and uncomfortable to be around the both of them. The my mistake with my german friend also all the guys I've hurt since i've been here. There are too many. I feel so bad. I hate being far away and not being able to be there and help you Michi. I know you're going through such a hard time right now. Stay strong ok! I think I still feel hurt that Lee didn't meet me even though she was here. I've only been away two months. My medic flatmates ignored me when I said hey and I did really really badly in a psychology essay. I'm so stressed as well because my psychology exam is only a week away. I'm so scared.

Ping talked to me on msn and FB and made me feel so much better. He's such a sweetheart and I can talk to him about most things. I really do love him (not in that way). I haven't been to fencing recently. I watched Wasabi and it was ok.

See you soon~

I dressed really well this week. I looked good. One day, I was wearing a leather jacket, white vest, ripped jeans and my leather military style boots. My two male friends were wearing shades and we just looked badass! We walked into a lecture late whilst looking cool and tough. It was soooo much fun. My male chinese friend was killing himself laughing!

I was made to go to a latino night but I didn't really enjoy it that much. I only went because Mex wanted me to go. My medievil friend asked me out. Arrrggghhhh!!!! It's horrible. I found out my blood type!!!!!! Yay! I had a practical where we had to blood type. I'm an AB!!!!! I always thought I was one and wanted to be. Thought so as in Korea, ABs are weird and I am as well. Wanted to be because it's rare so my blood is needed to help other ABs. It's just good. I've always wanted to know.

Me and my german friend had a waterpipe session. I left at like, half five in the morning. The next day I woke up at 3pm.

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I got presents from Michi!!! So happy! Thank you my dear! I love them and the keyring is so cute and special! I also got super junior socks from my auntie! I love her! SUJU!!!! yay!

I was bored so I watched bugsy malone, a walk to remember and inglorious basterds. I went to the union and then watched kill bill 2 with my friends.

I went to a clinical psychology workshop and realised how hard it is to get into and it takes sooooo long. I might reconsider what I want to do. I was going to meet Lee today but I had stuff on until the afternoon. Lee just left by the time I was finished. I was really sad that she forgot about me because I really wanted to see her. I felt hurt as well.

I went to my german friend's birthday party and it was ok. Went to a pj party at the union as well. I talked to the guy with the lip piercing and he's soooo nice but he has a girlfriend and I know her. Was asked out again.

Had an intense fencing training day! It was SO much work. I feel really uncomfortable and awkward around Mex and president.

See you soon~

I drew Luffy for my german friend in my lecture. It was really good and I had no refrences! Spa helped me choose a gun for my Alice costume. I went to a flat party and it was ok.

Mex made out with the fencing club president so they're going out now. It kind of hurt actually but, not as bad I don't think as the fuzzy brows thing. Mex made me go with her to a fencing club gathering thing at the presidents house. It sucked so much and I had to stay over. It was horrible.

I finally finished my costume with help from Mex. I went to like, two flat parties and there was one at my flat but I didn't go. I then went to the union. I think I looked awesome, sexy in my Alice costume! People actually recognised it. I saw the guy with red hair and a lip piercing. I wanted to talk to him but these other guys came over to talk to me. My german friend was kinda all over me and I don't know why or what I was thinking but I ended up making out with him. I guess it's because he found my weaknesses and he's my friend and I hate saying no. I felt really really bad and regretted it afterwards though. Mex had ditched me earlier in the night to be with the president. So overall, it was an ok halloween but would have been better if i was doing what I wanted and with all my friends.

My parents visited and it was good. I really missed my mum. I took her to the chinese supermarket and the chinese restaurant. I hope she enjoyed it. Later I went to visit my friends and we watched kill bill.

See you soon~

I watched the last samurai and hung out with Ping. He made me noodles and ice cream ^^ He also walked me home at like, 3 am.

I had my evo & bio test and it was so hard! Got a takeaway from the 50s restaurant and watched the ugly truth with Mex. I then watched confessions of a shoppaholic.

I almost went to a strip club...but I didn't! Went to the bakery instead and watched heros. I think I'm pretty similar to moon.

See you soon~

Nothing much happened this week. Went to the pub then a life science party. The life science party was a failure.

I found out that I can go on an exchange trip to HONG KONG!!! I really hope I can get in. It would be amazing! A year in HK!!!!!! That means I'll be closer to michi! Yay!

I went to ketchup with my close, HK friends. It was pretty fun. The burgers were huge and falling apart!

Me and Ping had a fencing battle in the corridor at his place. I was armed with an umbrella and him, a pen. He then switched for a mop! Arrgghhhhhh!!! More people came over and we watched batman begins.

Ping made dumplings and they were so good! His parents helped him though. I watched mask of the ninja and machine girl by myself.

See you soon~

More exercise this week. I also got the flu. It was horrible. Turns out Spa got it too. I went to a fencing club organised event at the union; shagtag. It was pretty good. I had three guys interested in me! Mwuahahahahaha!

I had another field trip as well to some forest. I hung out with my german friend. It was pretty fun. We had a teacher person who actually ate soil, twice!!! He also had bare legs which were shaved! He was really old as well and looked like gandalf!

Went to pop noodle at the union. Played snooker as well and went to the bakery. It was an ok night.

I talked to michi!!!! So happy! I love you! I had a mini movie night where we watched sin city.

See you soon~

I joined the gym and it was soooo expensive! It was £150! Ouch! I went to classes, swimming and the sauna to try and make it worth it.

Bazooka boy came up. He made me wait for him and then sit in the cold for over an hour! I broke up with him. It was really hard and I felt so bad. He made it worse as well by not wanting to let me go. At least it's over now.

I went to an event at the union called geeks and goths where you have to dress up. It was really good. I wanted to go because I really really felt like dancing! Letting loose, forgetting everything, letting myself go with the music!!!!!!! Good for my soul. Ping was so sweet when these guys were trying to grab me and Mex. He protected us and almost got into a fight with them.

I went on a field trip to a beach. It was horrible! I had a movie night with my friends which was better. We watched the descent, burn after reading and cj7.

When I got home (eventually) I watched resident evil. I think I'm going to be Alice for halloween. I also watched the second and third ones as well. They're really good!

See you soon~